well, it has been a while since i updated this.
the usual has been occurring.

college apps [which i finished]
boy drama [which i ended, but now there's more]
girl drama [not bad drama though. so i like]

just the general things you can expect.

i've been writing, but not a huge amount. i guess the cards portfolio was just a very big strain for me. i'm still looking for a publisher though. i'm thinking of starting another set of poems, but i'm not completely sure what about.

here's the deal..

i got accepted into a summer writing program in new york city. however, with room and board, it's 6grand per session..
my parents aren't willing to pay that much..my dad said he'd pay 3 grand MAYBE..but even that's doubtful..

so i need a way to get money..i can't get a job..so that's out of the question..

i'm already going to go to this used bookstore on tuesday and try to sell as many of my books as I can..

anyone have any ideas?

this program is probably the best thing that I can do..and i want it more than anything..

yes. i'm alive.
technically.



the end